Angels Watching Over Us....

I know it's been a while since I have posted but as we start to reflect on where we were a year ago with Hannah, I figured it was about time! May 6th marks the day that Hannah got "the call'.  I will never forget that day for as long as I live.  I remember the evening before and if you can believe it, our pool was already opened!  We had let Jacob stay up late to enjoy a night swim since the weather was so nice. It was a good evening, and we had even talked to Jacob about celebrating his half birthday (3.5) the next day. On the morning of May 6th, I still remember how crabby Hannah was as I laid her down for her morning nap. I held her and just cried because I knew that her health was really starting to deteriorate (she barely weighed 13 pounds).  I was holding her tight, and promised that we would get her better soon. As I walked down the stairs trying to gather myself so Jacob didn't see me upset, I was not prepared for what Greg was about to say to me.  As I turned the corner Greg was on the phone.  I will never forget the look on his face as he said to me "it's time".  I remember looking at him confused not at first really grasping what his words had meant. He said it again, and as I took in those words, that is when Hannah's new life was starting to begin. Once again our lives were forever changed.


As I look at Hannah today, I am so proud and happy for our little girl.  Although my heart is filled with so much joy for her, I have to say there is apart of me that is sad.  Hannah's angel donor sits heavy on our hearts at this time.  I keep thinking about how we are so excited to celebrate this year mark for Hannah, but on the flip side a family is mourning the loss of their child. As we were enjoying our evening a year ago, a family was dealing with the loss of their child and making the most selfless decision of their lives -- Donating his organs in hopes to save others.   I can't help but to constantly think about them, and what they may be going through as it has been a year since he was taken away from them.  So as much as I want to celebrate and smile, part of me is heartbroken for her angel donor's family.  I can only hope that they can find comfort in the fact that not only did their son save Hannah's life but also saved our life.  People are so sweet to comment on how strong we were this past year but I often wonder how Hannah's donor family finds the strength to go on.  I feel (know) we are the lucky ones.  

This has forever changed our lives.  We look at her and we are just truly amazed what a blessing and gift from God she truly is for us.  Because of her we have learned how to really live life and be thankful for what God has given us.  We never take a moment for granted and even the smallest step in the right direction is celebrated and applauded.  Hannah has come so far since her transplant and has been doing so well.   

This evening, we say a special prayer for Hannah's angel donor.  We will always hold him close to our hearts and never forget for a moment what his family and him has given to our little girl..... A second chance at life!

We would like to thank all of you for the love and support you have given us over the past year.  Not one comment, call, card, or action has gone unnoticed and our gratitude will be eternal.  As she gets older, I look forward to telling Hannah her story and how lucky we are to have the best family, friends, and support!!